War in a city

“Whats wrong with those people? Why are they always at war ? ” Two European seniors were conferring upon an article in their Sunday times.

 A beautiful day it was. A damn sunny morning. Peace was all they had.  Sitting on a bench near a lake, feeding bread crumbs to the fishes, not even so glad.

“Maybe those people don’t want to share oil among themselves”  stated one of them, cleaning his Harry Potter styled glasses.  

 They both gave a smirk and turned the page.  Getting more exciting by seeing a football match scorecard, irrelevant of their age.
Miles away… 

the war had left the city in ashes. Two countries in constant clashes. 

Buildings which were once offices and homes were now just a pile of concrete. The fire of the burning city was roaring like a red dragon fleet.

The night was dark and the future of its people, even darker. 

A 5yr old girl, who don’t even had a clue where did all her family flew?

 Why were these bombs raining from the sky which was supposed to pour water with cool breeze? She got no one to play no one to sneeze. 

Hiding under the bench near a lake which had turned red. Wishing she had her Bunny and her bed.

Fishes wriggling. Frogs crawling. Hoping this to end, Hoping for a peaceful morning.

Expecting a sunny Sunday morning to arrive. She closed her eyes.

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All he needed

Years later, 

he was wandering in a mall, in the loud chaos he heard a voice from all 

A familiar voice sweeped down his leg, 

no more steps taken, layed like an egg

“Mommy” said a child hugging her.
She had changed 

Well not fully, her voice still had the charm to pause his world

She had gained weight though, her jeans turned to trousers 

All these were the secondary thoughts that came in his mind, his cerebrum was still recalling the last time he saw her
The last drink they had

The last chat he saved

The last hands they held

The last goodbye they bid,

The last day of the clg, they never promised to meet again, they never promised to greet again 

But they both knew the place they had, was never going to be filled again 

And here she was, a happy ,ever smiling face full of cheers, just like the old days

All he ever wanted was to see that smile on that pretty face
He woke up in the present by a call on his cell

Looking towards her, he reached down his pocket and cancelled the ring

He wanted to capture the most of the moment he was having with her

Reaching out for a piller as he hides behind,

 didn’t wanted to come in her sight or her mind

Watery eyes blocked his view

A thick drop of joy and memory slided through his cheeks

He never had the courage to step in her way that day, just keep her smiling was all he did pray
All those rides he took, for all those fights he stood 

He always knew she was all he needed.

Just because….

Just because you left doesn’t mean I wasn’t right 

Just because we aren’t ending up together doesn’t mean we aren’t soulmates

Just because we aren’t talking today doesn’t mean we don’t want to

Just because we don’t see eachother doesn’t mean we don’t care

Just because you are with someone doesn’t mean you forgot my touch

Just because you wanted a stable relationship doesn’t mean I wasn’t worth 

Just because you left doesn’t mean i wasn’t right
Just because you were rude doesn’t mean I would too

Just because time wasn’t in favour doesn’t mean it never was

Just because you couldn’t stay doesn’t mean you had to leave

Just because you ended up with a quite, stable , banker doesn’t mean you don’t miss the thrill of my boxing matches

Just because you set yourself free from me doesn’t mean your heart vacated me

Just because you left doesn’t mean I wasn’t right 

Moments

The first time he said it, she was on the floor looking for something.

“I love you”
It was quite like the midnight, and he looking at her like it’s been the important moment of his life.
“Say it again” She said. Turning back to look at him
“I love you” he whispered
There was something how she sat there looking at him. Looking so fascinating, quivering like a young leaf. He just want to sit down and hold her forever.
“I love you I love you I love you”
He was getting too brave, words slipping off his tounge like they’d been waiting for a long time to be heard . They both were alive with all of their might.

Save this moment for me, act like it doesn’t have to end.

 Tell me you love me, say none of its pretend.

It was her 

One day you are going to see her holding hands with someone who took the chance. Who went there and expressed him to her. She might not even notice you because she would be too busy laughing to his stupid jokes. And it would burn your heart seeing that beautiful smile on her face and realizing you’re not the reason for it. You never were. 

You were just an admirer from far, not expressing yourself , not beacause you don’t have the guts but because you were afraid how stupid you would look in front of the most beautiful person in your world. 

Dying to make a contact with her sparkling eyes, her lips fascinating you everytime.

You look her, your wanderwall. And then it will finally hit you : It was her, It was always her.

Dreams

​Seeing those creatures railing around her, she couldn’t help but scream. 

Whenever she opened her eyes, all she would see were those dreams.

Haunting her every sight, every day every night

No one knows why she yell, no one to hear to one to tell

Doctors, Priests, all medicines and beliefs 

They seemd to be confused,

 what does she see!! astonished 

Who would she tell her pain, every autumn every rain

Grueling racking,Yelling crying making noises undefined 

But one day

Everything stopped 

Her pain was gone, all silence like lawn

There was blood everywhere, and she sitting on a chair.

She had taken out her eyes, no more dreams no more cries.

You broke me

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The day when I first saw you, 
You Wearing that green belt, it took me through

me chewing some sandwiches , stealing eyes on you 

You being so dumb didn’t asked my number, that night was filled with thunder 

Roamed around the city without a clue, my eyes on you struck like a glue.

Took your number from fb and texted you then, you also replied without asking why and when

Stared dreaming about you writing diaries, you were busy playing pool and doing less replies 

Didn’t know you were with one of my friend, I thought I was your gf

Your single smile makes me drool , but I think you were trying to make me fool

I had a relationship before you, but i think you were a newbie , had to guide you through every boundary

Seeing you with my friends started pumping my insecurities, so much that I forgot my basic duties

The frustration of yours avoiding me for a girl, took me like am a garbage on the floor

Those garden visits were more precious with you , but seeing you happy with her made me think what to do

I was confused of you not telling me anything, and I was here all day all night messaging 

Heard you were with her, i was hurt

Questions started to born, was I worth.

Your time for me got reduced, worried about your changed attitude 

A time came when I was broken, the life looked like a burden

Broken inside, wanting you by my side

My brain felt so numb, want you to stay along

Thought of being free from the desire of being with you, dreams of living a life with you

Should end my worthless life, then he’ll know how much I desired

Never wanted to see you again, you made me felt this pain. 

Drank the poison, to make you learn a lesson

That place would be remembered, not for you, but for things I desired,

 I survived 

Broken heart broken promises broken soul broken me.

I am happy today with the one who loves me 

We weren’t meant to be together but you were beautiful feather . 

A beautiful para of a chapter called Love from a  book called Life was ended with you.